Showing posts with label Rigid views memory old. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Rigid views memory old. Show all posts

Monday, January 31, 2011

Of greys and greying

Seems like greys don't only always exist on your head. They're IN your head too.
Just the other day I was thinking- I've become so rigid in my views! I lament my parents and inlaws being so set- and here I am- half their age and already displaying family traits!
I have a certain way of doing things and I hate it when someone upsets my applecart.
My whole day is wasted just because someone else has kept some inconsequential object in a new place- for eg., the toothpaste tube. In my quest to find it I've already wasted ten seconds of my precious time- seconds that don't matter much anyways nowadays since I have no urgent meetings or tearing hurry to get to work. Yet it has spoilt my morning and I sulk over my morning cuppa as well.

I've noticed something else.
Earlier I knew each detail of anything. Take the toothpaste tube, for example. I knew it's contents, MRP & Batch no and where it was manufactured.
Now, I don't give a damn.I just want my brand that's all. Not that this 'earlier' phase was aeons ago- just a few years, maybe. When did I start getting so careless?
Maybe it ain't carelessness- it's that I have hundreds of other toothpaste- like details in my head and cramming another seemingly useless one- when I have more important ones- like the servicing of the water purifier- doesn't make sense to my differential memory process.


Or maybe, just maybe, I AM growing old!